Last month I moved back from Queensland to my mums. Everything has changed, I have changed. I don't know anything anymore, I am so confused. All I know is that it is the best time of my life. It has never been like this, I have never been this happy.
It wasn't like that at the begining. I thought I had done the stupidest thing in the world by moving back. My ocd became worse and I missed everyone so much. I found out I couldn't get into my old school and had no idea what I would do without my friends with me. This was the thing that brang my tears. Starting a new school again.
It took me awhile to realise that I would be okay. I always ended up being okay. I was over fighting. For the last year it has felt like I have been doing nothing but fighting. Fighting to be happy, fighting to not cry, fighting to help people I knew I couldn't. It's always ok, always.
3 comments:
i know you'll be okay, even when you dont.
love you you crazy biatch xx
Jayde,
I'm sure this knew school will be fine.
And you do have friends that will back you up even if they don't go to the same school.
I'm glad you could figured it out quickly.
x AFTVH
I've been on a blogging drought recently, sorry babe.
I really hope you do find your place somewhere, but
please know, whwerever you end up, you'll always be at home with me okay? You're my angel, don't forget that. x
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