Holidays are almost over. Two weeks and I don't think I have achieved anything. All I can think about is Melbourne. About all the people I miss. I better here back from my old school soon to see if I get back in because it is driving me crazy. I want to be with my friends next year more than anything.
I can't say I haven't learnt anything over this year though. I have learnt the reasons I left where much different to what I thought. That I miss hugs. That the people I thought would understand things don't. That I have to learn to deal with things becuase if I am crying now when I get to Melbourne I am going to be stuffed. That having ocd sucks and that I can trust people.
I miss my best friend more than anything. I have matured but I still need to deal with things and fix them. Or in some cases let them go and learn to live with them. I can actually trust peple now. I can tell people whats wrong. I have acquired a second mum. If I did not have her I could have seen myself doing something stupid. I am going to miss her so much.
I can't wait to see the people, go to the city, and hopefully be back in green!
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I love you honey, and I really cannot wait to see you in green checks again. I want you to be happy, and I want you to know that you can come to me whenever you are feeling less than that, because nobody deserves to be unhappy. I want to see you, like, right now.
electrictea x
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