You have to listen to it

My Favourite song in the whole world at the moment, it has been on repeat on my ipod for who knows how long and it still makes me cry.

"In Another Life"


I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders


I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory


You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world


You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)


The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life


In another life, in another life

In another life ...



And it is of course be these lovely ladies

cityyyy

City city city. It's all that people are talking about. I forgot thats that all Melbourne kids do on their holidays. I miss the city so much. It's like an addiction. I'm a city girl I can't help it. I really need a visit there soon because I'm going to lose the whole city vibe. Don't worry I have no idea what I'm writing. But long story short I miss the city and want to have many visits when i move back down with my girlies.

Going Back

Holidays are almost over. Two weeks and I don't think I have achieved anything. All I can think about is Melbourne. About all the people I miss. I better here back from my old school soon to see if I get back in because it is driving me crazy. I want to be with my friends next year more than anything.

I can't say I haven't learnt anything over this year though. I have learnt the reasons I left where much different to what I thought. That I miss hugs. That the people I thought would understand things don't. That I have to learn to deal with things becuase if I am crying now when I get to Melbourne I am going to be stuffed. That having ocd sucks and that I can trust people.

I miss my best friend more than anything. I have matured but I still need to deal with things and fix them. Or in some cases let them go and learn to live with them. I can actually trust peple now. I can tell people whats wrong. I have acquired a second mum. If I did not have her I could have seen myself doing something stupid. I am going to miss her so much.

I can't wait to see the people, go to the city, and hopefully be back in green!